[Most Recent Entries]
Below are the 10 most recent journal entries recorded in
hell city rocker's LiveJournal:
|Monday, February 16th, 2004|
well i guess i'm single again (?). that girl that i was dating that made me real happy - doesn't talk to me anymore. i don't know why. but i'm not getting all emo - its just that it was my birthday and valentines day this last weekend, and she didn't even call me back, so i'm gonna guess that we're about done. but oh well i don't let that get to me. i've got other good things going on - i got a new car, sold my old one(that was sad), am moving back to the city, and have my first show in a year coming up. so things aint bad. Current Mood: calm
|Wednesday, January 14th, 2004|
i just realized that i am going to dallas a week from today. that has come up quickly. i am getting my new car hopefully this week or next week..anyone want to buy a 66 ford galaxie 500 that i'm selling? i have no room to keep it anywhere anymore.
i wish i lived in a bigger house, i have no room for anything. i bought drums, a home studio, and now i have no room to do anything in my room. and there's no room in the rest of my house for my shit. oh well, i'll move to a bigger place someday.
jenny won a free semester of school, so now she's 6 hours away at southern. that sucks..
|Thursday, December 18th, 2003|
|what the hell? things aren't supposed to be going good for me
For the first time in a really long time, i actually am enjoying life. I have been hanging out with this really cool girl, it seems that every time she says she's into something, i'm totally into it too. she's even got the same ramones poster as me! hell yeah....and i really like my job, i will finally get to kind of make a difference in how things run - which is great, considering for years i was just doing what i was told. and i'm selling my car, which is mixed feelings, being that its a 1966 ford galaxie 500...but i'm getting a new volkswagen and those are nice too. and they will start up the first time i turn the key. i'm hanging out with jenny tomorrow, and it's gonna be cool - even though according to everyone i know, jenny's are evil. i don't think this jenny is evil. Current Mood: bouncy
|Thursday, December 4th, 2003|
Just finished the vocals for 3 songs on the band's rough demo....We're called the Kentucky Shades....That's the best name ever. We're gonna be so huge. Now this whole weekend i get to rock constantly....This is the band i've always wanted to be in. Dual guitar solo action muthafucka Current Mood: excited
|Saturday, November 1st, 2003|
|Finally going the fuck home
Packed up my apartment. Packed up my office. Goin to work on monday, then driving up to Richmond to see the supersuckers. then leaving tuesday morning to go home. can't wait. gotta start working on a resume so i don't get stuck in this type of situation again.
so this girl appeared at my door on thursday night. she sold me some magazines, and then wanted to hang out later on tonight. that's pretty fucked up. i don't know that she'll actually call me or not. no big deal either way. ann beretta is playing at a club out here tonight, so if she doesn't call, no big loss. i used to love ann beretta. until i realized that all the songs kinda sounded the same. and their albums are all 763 songs long. but their live show was good last time i saw em. and it'll be better than anything else i've seen out here. saw bouncing souls last week and i was tired, and the opening bands totally sucked. so that kinda ruined it for me.
cleaning an apartment sucks. especially when its the first time its been cleaned in 4 months. this shit's sick. Current Mood: optimistic
|Tuesday, October 21st, 2003|
just found out i'm gonna be stuck in this shithole for another few weeks. i am totally quitting this job. they're gonna want me to come back out here again. the way i see it, i've got eternity to rot in hell, so why spend my life there too? picked up a 12 of bass on the way home from work today. i need to get wasted. that's about the only thing that can cheer me up right now. tried to play the guitar i made and now it won't stay in tune. i guess thats what happens when you put the important parts of the guitar together when you're drunk. lesson learned. next one i build i will be sober for the process. hey at least it looks nice. wrote some lyrics today, they're gonna be perfect. one song about the girl i saw at the andrew wk show, she was in a miniskirt, and was shakin to the music. its about wanting to find out whats under that miniskirt and she can come home with me and shake it all over me. yeah. wouldn't ever happen, but what the fuck. i hate my damn life. for now. Current Mood: pissed
|Monday, October 20th, 2003|
Still bored, still sick of being in virginia. but hope is in sight. i'm going home next week. this is gonna be such a long week. thats how it is whenever something good is happening at the end of it. can't wait to start rockin again. fuck this job. i'm not coming back here or going anywhere else for this job anymore. if they don't like it, they can fire me. their loss if they do. so i am starting to browse the job listings, and there's nothing good. no jobs in music. of course. all the cool jobs are already taken, and whoever is doing those jobs is not gonna quit, cuz i know i wouldn't just quit a job recording music. i went to school for that shit, and i'm doing something completely unrelated. i'm kinda getting sick of that. but what i really wanna do is rock.. saw andrew wk over the weekend, and that made me wanna rock more. not that andrew wk is all that great or anything, but any time i see a show, all i wanna do is be up on that stage.
talked to my ex yesterday, it was her birthday. that made me think of all the good times we had and how i fucked it all up.
i'm off to get a haircut, adios to the half mullet. Current Mood: blah
|Monday, October 6th, 2003|
|So damn tired
Stayed up too late last night watching the cubs win. Starting the countdown till when i think i am finally going home. 1 month, if all goes my way. Can't wait to go home and play some rock. and go to bars with my friends. drink whiskey. with other people. the daily show is the greatest show in the damn world.
i think i'm gonna go to sleep really early. like right now. Current Mood: tired
|Thursday, September 4th, 2003|
sister and her boyfriend were in this weekend, got drunk had fun....now they're gone and its back to normal boringness. i really hate it out here. i'm watching the cubs game, and they're winning, and hope they win, cuz that will give me at least another week and a half of watching them....that will pass the boring time here. sosa struck out again, big shocker....things are actually gonna be ok here for the (hopefully last) next few weeks.....parents are coming out and then i'm gonna go party at the andrew wk show....it'll probably be lame, but its not so bad just cuz its goin on here and not much goes on here.... Current Mood: enthralled
|Thursday, August 28th, 2003|
Finally goin home tomorrow. Been stuck in this hellhole for 1 month. Only goin home for the weekend though. THen back to this hellhole for 2 more months. Thats not a good thing. Right about now, I miss playing in a band. Made my own guitar, but its no good if its not on stage being used. I think that I will try to find a new job this spring if they ask me to move here permanently. Maybe construction. I can do that. It may not be the best thing in the world, but my friend does it, he makes an assload of money and he gets winters off.that would leave me more time to play in a band.
When I took this job, i thought that I wouldn't mind not having a band anymore, but I'm quickly learning that is not the case. And i thought that I would like to have a job with this company, which i do, but not if it's gonna make me be away from my friends and family and good rock n roll. Current Mood: aching